Recovery to My HAPPINESS

This is a blog dedicated to my changes, it's me trying to recover from bad habits and try to get my Life back.
I'm 17 and I don't really like myself, I'm fat and I feel insecure all the time. I wanna show People who I really am. I wanna be a brand new person going to College.
I'm cancer free and it's hard for me to see that I'm so little self confidence. I wanna proove myself that I can get rid of this fat and get my Life back.


I wanna be my own inspiration
I wanna be my own success
I wanna live my best Life
I wanna enjoy every moment
I wanna experience Life
I wanna love and be loved
I wanna enjoy my Youth
I wanna be myself without being ashamed


I know that it will be hard, don't know exactly how hard but I think I am ready, at least I wanna try once again. I'm still afraid not making it but I gotta try once again. This blog is my recovery, I wanna reach happiness, reach a healthily Life. But my real goal is to let shine the real me trapped for so much time.

I t's not always going to be easy.
I know there will be ups and downs.
I know there will be smiles and tears.
I know there might be times I want to give up and quit.
But...
Truth is that it's my deepest desire. I don't wanna hide myself anymore.


Height: 5'4
High Weight: 202 lbs
Start Weight: 187
Current Weight: 187 lbs
Goal Weight: 127 lbs
Pounds to go: 60